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Hello guys, in short, yesterday I was flipping through Instagram and came across a picture from my old birthday, I immediately remembered the whole story. It's been two years, probably, but I still remember and think what an idiot I could have been. I'll tell you how it was.

I turned 18, I decided to throw a party at home, nothing special, just my own ten people, a drunkard. Sanya showed up without a girlfriend, he and his ex broke up about six months ago. We're sitting a week before planning who to call, I say we'll have only men , it's some kind of bullshit. Sanya thinks and says, "Let's call her, she's okay , we broke up properly." Well, I guess it's okay if he doesn't mind.

X-day arrives, the former Sleigh shows up, let's call her Air, she's so beautiful and in a good mood. At first , everything was fine, music, games, booze, we talk normally. But by nightfall, the people were already pretty drunk and the air was full of shit. She started flirting with everyone, and then she stuck to me. She sits next to me all the time, touches my hand, laughs at everything I say, even if it's not funny at all.

Then she started carrying game altogether. Like, do you remember when we all went to the river, I looked at you then and thought you were cool. She said that even Sana said then that she liked me, but like they were together. She started remembering different moments when the three of us were hanging out, the booze completely loosened her tongue.

At one point, she actually put her head on my shoulder and whispered: "I've always wanted you , you know." I shuddered as she was sitting next to me, beautiful and drunk and available. People started to disperse, Sanya went out somewhere, we were sitting on the couch almost alone. She moved closer to me, and I could feel her breathing. I was really starting to get attracted to her, alcohol and passion were doing their thing. I already thought maybe he wouldn't find out, one night like that.

I was already starting to reply to her, like, yes, I always thought you were cool, too, when I heard Sanya's voice from the kitchen, he was asking one of the guests where the rest of the beer was. Then he came into the room to get the phone, saw us on the couch, and asked if everything was okay. I quickly said that it was okay, just sitting and talking. He nodded, picked up his phone, and went back to the kitchen. The air giggled and started to climb up to me again, but somehow my mood had already disappeared. I imagined how Sanya would find out, how he would look at me, how all our common kents would react. Anyway, I sobered up a bit right away.

I got up and said I'd call her a taxi right now, I had to go home. It was getting late. She started whining about why let's sit still, but I was already determined that nothing would happen. He took her outside, put her in a wheelbarrow, and returned. Sanya was sitting with a beer, asking where the Air had gone. I told her she had too much and sent her home. He nodded and said, well done, you did the right thing. She always didn't know how to drink.

That's where the fun started. A couple of days later, she texted me, like, sorry, I was drunk, I don't remember what I was talking about. And then she added that she actually remembers, and if I want, we can meet. I ignored her, but she wrote periodically for another two months. One day, Sanya saw her message on my phone by accident, and asked her what she was writing. I lied that he was just congratulating me on something. He believed me, but I noticed that he was somehow tense.

Then I found out from mutual acquaintances that she had told her friends about that evening, like that there was something between us . The rumors started, but it didn't seem to reach Sledge, but I was constantly on edge. We still talked, but I noticed that he began to treat me differently, like he didn't trust me as much. Maybe paranoia can really hear something xs.

And then, three months later, Sanya finally heard about these rumors from someone they knew. He got really angry, texted me like we need to talk. We met, and he immediately asked if there was something wrong with the Air. I honestly told her how it was, that she was drunk and came at me, that yes, I was tempted, I'm not a saint, but I sent her home and there was nothing. I even showed him her messages where she herself wrote that nothing had happened.

Sanya was silent for a long time, then he said that he believes me, but that I should have told him about that evening right away instead of hiding it. It's like that's what made everything go downhill, from these omissions. He was right, of course. We kind of made up, but the relationship is not what it used to be, it is some kind of crack. Maybe the xs will overgrow over time.

In short, I kind of did the right thing then, but still some kind of murky story came out. Maybe I shouldn't have called her at all, maybe I should have told Sana everything right away the next day, in short. Think for yourself.